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Wednesday, 25 March 2009
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Urinetown (2001 Original Off-Broadway Cast)
By John Cullum, Mark Hollmann, Danny Marcus, Hunter Foster
I See a River
see relatedBudget
I need to work out a budget. I just got my pay check today and it is basically all spent. This is not good. At least I am taking out $100 from each paycheck and saving it. But I need to do more. Time to cash some bonds to pay off a credit card and start anew.
LOL. I think I am going to return the 40 dollars worth of clothes I bought at the Gap today.
Chase
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
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Television and Internet
I have decided that I do not need television or internet. It is quite funny actually how I came to this conclusion. While still in the decision process, I picked up a book. It was the autobiography of Sidney Poitier, called The Measure of a Man. Might as well do something with my time, since I don't have the TV to keep me entertained. After reading the first couple pages, I knew for sure that I didn't need TV. It was really quite unbelievable. In those pages he talks about an experience he had sitting in a hotel room watching TV. He had channels 1-97 and couldn't find a thing to watch. He had flipped through every one. Then without even thinking about it, he started to flip through all of them again as if something might have changed in the last 2 minutes. He thought to himself something along the lines of, "What am I doing? I could be doing something much better with my time than flipping through channels with nothing on them." I took it as a sign that I could also be doing more important things with my time. I mean, here I was already, reading a book, something I don't normally do. And it was really speaking to me, saying something important. I don't remember the last time TV really made me think or caught my attention. So was it coincidence? I think not.
Chase
P.S. - As for internet, using the computers at the Long Hill Township Library will suffice.
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
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New home, slightly different job.
I now live on my own in a studio apartment in Gillette, NJ. It may be small but I must say that I am very happy with it. The Gap is still my place of employment but I am now a Brand Merchandising Expert aka assistant manager. This is what I wrote on my job description on Facebook:
"Umm, no one outside of Gap really knows what an "Expert" is, so just think of it as an assistant manager. Although, the "real" assistant managers get mad when I call myself that. Apparently they have alot more to do than I do, but do I have a ton to do myself. So, I think I am worthy of the title. They'll get over it."
It's fun. I like it. It is so much better to go to work and not have to worry about school or anything else. Now, it is quite enjoyable. Ok, well, I am at the library right now and I am tired of it. I am going to stop writing and go home. I wish I had internet. Maybe I will look up prices for that before I go! Ok, toodles!
Chase
Sunday, 25 January 2009
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Limbs And Branches
By Jon Foreman
The Cure for Pain
see relatedHome
Sometimes, I don't want to leave. Whenever I leave, I get so scared that I may never come back. Now, I know that I will be back eventually, but it is still quite an overwhelming thought to think that this could possibly be the last time I will ever be here. I am not talking about death, necessarily, but about just leaving and becoming so busy and caught up in my own life, that I could never make time for home. And when I say home I guess I really mean my family more than a house or a city. No need to worry though, I will always make time for them. But the physical location holds memories and emotions for me too. Maybe I should just realize that I am connected to it and I always will be, no matter where I go.
Thursday, 15 January 2009
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Count to Ten
By Tina Dico
Count to Ten
see relatedA Jumble of Thoughts
I can't tell if I am too scared to do it or if I don't think I can. My whole being is overcome with doubt.
"Sometimes, the fastest way to get there is to go slow.
And sometimes, if you wanna hold on you have to let go."
I thought I was stronger than this. That's a bigger disappointment than anything else.
"Stress, Anger, Sorrow, Pain, Misfortune.....name any "bad" situation to be in, and I guarantee that it will only remain bad and actually be bad if one isn't open to receiving what has to happen. If a person can keep their mind clear of thoughts that something is bad(and this goes the opposite way too...with "good"), and just allow what is happening to happen, then somehow they'll see."
"try not to spend your time on negativity. you're better than that."
I don't know if writing this down is helping me let it go or keeping me focused on negativity.

